August 21 thoughts

[Brendan Synnott]

You know, I really feel bad for sending John home. However, when I read the "What the f***" I couldn't help but laugh. lol, sorry John. I really do feel bad for voting you out, but you kinda dug your grave early on in the game pre-merge.

I still don't know if Jenna knew I was voting off John...

This is what I sent to Jenna, Stephenie, and Lydia.

"Hey y'all, I think the best strategy we can do for this immunity is for at least one of us to shoot all five darts at A, one shoot all darts at B, and one shoot all darts at C. I will shoot all my darts at A. This gives us the best chance to win immunity against Frosti. "

[Brendan Synnott]

So Stephenie signed on and said in her PM that she shot all of her darts at B. So I sent another pm to both Lydia and Jenna to shoot all of theirs at C.

Jenna signed on but didn't respond to my PM. She really seems distant lately. I wonder if it is because she is sick.

[Brendan Synnott]

I think you can also feel the tension in the air because NO ONE has responded to John in the tribal council thread.

Every time I read that "What the f****" I laugh. I'm sorry. Does that make me a bad person?

[Brendan Synnott]

So I am shooting all my darts at A

Jenna and Stephenie are shooting all at B

Lydia is shooting all at C

[Brendan Synnott]

I am going through old confessional entries and just chuckling at myself.

Aug 15, 2010 20:34:43 GMT -5 Brendan Synnott said:

Tribal has not yet been posted but I sure hope it is Austin who leaves... and we'll be down to the final 8... the point where I was voted out in my other survivor game.

So, we are planning to vote off Austin due to his sneaky tactics in the last immunity challenge where he tried to bring a target to John's back.

John said Natalie wanted to vote with us.

John said he knew Austin.

He said Jenna knows Austin.

Both of them don't like Austin.

Okay, Sandy posted that goodbye message. I think you know Sara that it is going to affect the game, but her goodbye message calling people out confirms my suspicions.

Jenna and John must be the brains behind what is going on in this game. Jenna said she was worried about me and John being in an alliance. What the hell? Did John tell Jenna about what happened so that the tribe could come after me? I don't trust John. i don't trust Jenna. I need to talk to Steph and Lydia.

Before Sandy posted... I have been thinking long and hard about forming a secret 3 person alliance with Lydia and Stephenie. With Steph going on vacation, this complicates things.

So what do I think? I think John and Jenna and Lydia and Stephenie are solid with me in the 5. I think John and Jenna will do whatever they want to save themselves when the numbers dwindle.... the important thing right now is to get out Austin, Natalie, and Frosti.

Luckily, it doesn't look like i signed on when sandy posted the message... but John knows I saw the message... and he'lll tell Jenna. So I have to tell her the truth.

How on earth did I ever think Jenna was aligned with John? I'm laughing about it now. lol Jenna is right. I shouldn't be as paranoid... or at least not in this game, any way. lol

[Brendan Synnott]

Aug 17, 2010 15:59:41 GMT -5 Brendan Synnott said:

Another thing I should be concerned about is that everyone in my alliance wanted to vote off JP. Not a single person was worried if Stephenie had a secret power. This should raise another red flag for me that Steph might be aligned with Jenna and Lydia separate from me and John.


Hmmm, now I'm wondering if backstabbing John was the right move...

lol, I don't think Lydia, Stephenie, and Jenna have a 3 person alliance any more. I think if anything, Jenna might be voted out in the final 4. She hasn't really been around too much, and she has been sick. I hope she is feeling better.