August 24 thoughts

[Brendan Synnott]

Last night, I talk to Lydia at length about who to vote out. I even told her I was considering voting her out. It took us 50 minutes though to discuss things and settle on voting out Jenna. At one point, we were going to vote out Stephenie then we talked ourselves out of it. I also brought up the fact that tribal council said day 37 instead of day 38. I kinda figured there was going to be another immunity challenge.

Lydia and I plan on going to final 2 together after last night, so one of us have to win this challenge and send stephenie to the jury.

[Brendan Synnott]

So I had an honest conversation with Jenna last night, and now I'm called fake by her?

To Jenna: I honestly enjoyed talking to you. I felt bad you were sick. However, it was obvious you were scrambling when you pm'd Lydia and me right after the results of the immunity challenge. Communication is a two-way street, and the communication between us basically flatlined after the merge. It bothered me that you decide to try to communicate when its your neck on the line.


It's deja vu all over again from my very first game. My 4 person alliance made it to the final 4, and then we end up fighting amongst ourselves once we got there. Chantel and I wanted to go to final 2 in my first BB game, and now Lydia is the person I want to sit next to in final 2.

These are the reasons I don't like playing these games, because people you care about attack you. There can only be one survivor right?

I'm definitely the most hated person in jury right now.

[Brendan Synnott]

This is why I need Chantel with me in these games. I'm not strong enough to do this without her support. I'm having trouble even concentrating on the immunity challenge now. When Natalie said I had the personality of a dead cat, it didn't bother me. When Jenna calls me fake, it hurts and now can't stop thinking about it. I'm glad I was able to get over 3 minutes in this immunity challenge before she posted.